this is about the one that i have loved before all i can say that sometimes im still thinking of that girl and all the memories left..... it really hard when you think that you have found the one whom you would like to be with for the rest of your life but it never became true. During our high school days i know i had to choose between my position on the CAT or her. i know i had to have time to be close to her and do the right things so that she could allow me to enter her heart ( naks nman lalim haha). i had many rivals as in.... but i dont really know why she still picked me instead of the other guys who are better than me. when we became more than friends that really the year or may be the best year compared with the other years i had up to now think so.....

      after we've graduated from high school and gone to different colleges, im still seeing her but during the second sem we didnt have any comm and i didnt know her schedule so i couldnt see her even in her cousin's house where she's staying during college. so after that we have separated each other when i've called her and asl her if she still loves me but her answer was she love me as a friend... (huhuhu)...... since then i've been searching for her and its really hard and i need to move on, yes its true that i have already move on but the fact when i've sign up for friendster and may i could looked for her on the it and i have found her but its too late she had already a boyfriend and their relationship is just starting if i had just signed up early may be i could have change the fate we had. moral lesson to myself is i should be more consistent....