hello what that fuck am i really doing, i didn't done anything right now to have any uplifting or something like that..... probably i'm more concentrated to work (hope so) even though i really thinking of someone whom i know, and what if the girl i like is also a workaholic kind of person which she really has no time even sending a simple hi thru text. or maybe she really just want to ignore me because she has already a boyfriend which i didn't have the guts to ask her again about that. everytime i write here its just full of melancholy and infinite sadness hahaha (album of smashing pumpkins) nahhhh..... i just a little be of disturbed or i really don't know...... upto now i stil dont know what to write and everything on my mind is a girl from the past which i think that she really want me to exist in her world since i am the one who left during our time.

about my work i've been working extended hours but im not filling an OT (martyr kung tawagin) hehehe working on weekends and i really need a rest i hope i could go to the beach watch the sky drink some beer and think of __________________., what a fucking scenario bwahahaha..... ok guys i'll try to make a blog whick is not very senti or something nonsense

This year should be an interesting match up when West All Stars still have the upper hand against the East All-Stars, especially when Garnett and Duncan on the forward positions against Hill and Carter due to height advantage of the West players.

Guess Reservers for both East and West teams:

East:
Dwayne Wade
Jason Kidd
Jermaine O'Neal
Antawn Jamison
Gilbert Arenas
Steve Francis
Ben Wallace


West:
Ray Allen
Steve Nash
Amare Stoudemire
Mike Bibby
Brad Miller
Carmelo Anthony
Dirk Nowitzki




I think it will be better if Peja Stojakovic or Chris Webber should be a reserve than Carmelo Anthony because Melo boast a lot like when he said that the US team will surely have a gold medal on the last Olympics but they've lost and before this season Melo also told the media that Denver will be in the playoffs but he is not really thinking that the teams in the West are really good teams which the fact is where you could see at the standings where is the Denver Nuggets are right now, even the Minnesota Timberwolves are struggling recently.

Ok, enough about Melo, the East team should be a good contender this year than last year. Last time i saw the East won when Marbury had a three pointer winning basket at the buzzer. that was really a long time. and when MJ had the final shot i think the East should have one there that's only a cheap foul when MJ had tried to stop Kobe on an overtime win of the West against the East.

This year is a good matchup but for me i think the West team still has the upper hand because of its height advantage and there are still more good players on the West that didn't have an oppurtunity to play on an all-star game.....

it was suppose to be saturday afternoon outing of the whole team but we have a work related issue and i have to help my other teammate, my other teammates have leave us behind, they will search for a apartelle for the whole team, only three of us stay behind and finish work related issues. When we are finish we ate at Henlin in Shell station in South Super Highway. Then we fo all of team mates in Leslie's, ate dinner there even if it really late, around 11pm. Beef in tagaytay is one of the best and with there unlimited soup for Bulalo. You have to drink there soup fast since it is really cold the hot soup will be a really bloody cold none-tasty soup. hahaha.....

Then we went site seeing even its really totally dark and shoot some photos, we also went to 7-11 to buy some beer and food. We went to the apartelle which my teammates reserved earlier, we had played card games and then the loser we be asked a personal question, it's really a jackass thing since i really don't want to tell anything to tell hahahaha!!!! After we slept for only a few hours and its already 11am in the morning, some of us have to go back to manila and some of us will go to one of our team mate's house in laguna which includes also me since i don't have any appointments or whatsoever, we ate lunch there played a volleyball game which i am not really good at and for me it sucks hehehe i only love volleyball when cute girls are playing. Then we before we go back to manila we bought some pasalubong and after almost two hours with a son of a ____ hell traffic in alabang we have finally make it back in front of MSE building. I hope i could post our team building activity last feb about ocean's twelve.... arrivederchi!!!!

its been a while since i type a new blog and i really don't know what to type or anything even iits already 2005, maybe i just want to tell anyone that i hope that this year will be really a better year than 2k4, i hope i could have a great career at accenture and i could be at my best and think a lot and learn a lot of different things especially regarding to my job. i know i'm stubborn sometimes but i hope that i will always have energy left for my tasks on our team.... regarding my love life (this sucks) it fine with me if i don't have a girlfriend right away but i hope that i could find her..... and my promise to myself regarding helping my mom and auntie to have a better life (taena drama na naman)., this is one of the characteristics filipino have if we are always watching telenovelas, masyadong senti sa buhay.... buti n lng me anime lang. :D

i dont know what to say anymore see yah...................

Bye Bye Na
by Rico Blanco


INTRO


Heto na ang gabi
Na ikaw ay aalis
At iiwan mo ako


Sa lahat ng gabi
Ito ang ayaw dumating
Sana ay umaga na


REFRAIN
Tatawagan mo pa rin ba ako
Susulatan mo pa ba ako
Tayo pa rin bang dalawa
Kahit na...


CHORUS
Bye-bye na
Aalis ka na
Bye-bye na rin ba
Sa ating alaala


INTERLUDE


Meron kang makikita
Mas higit pa sa akin
'Pag ika'y malayo na


[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS]


BRIDGE
Huwag mong lilimutin
Na nandito lang ako
Hawak ang larawan mo


[Repeat REFRAIN]
[Repeat CHORUS]


CODA
Bye-bye na (bye-bye na)
Bye-bye na (bye-bye na)
Bye-bye na rin ba
Sa ating alaala

Bye-bye na
Bye-bye na

it is all about drinking of course first it started last saturday after my ccna 1 finals which i think i really screw it up because the passing grade is 80 % but i only got 66 %... and after that i had a written exam on subnetting which i didn't have any practice at home or atleast solve a single question from the book, i had to get atleast 14 % to pass ccna 1 and it is really hard because one of the item should be a class b ip address and it has many different questions regarding it (mostly ccna studs knows it) but i still believe like the new york knicks that i could pass ccna 1 even i failed my finals exam. :) so when i got home and i called my classmates from college also known as the CoE Gamma Phi because where brods from the Tau Gamma Phi and were all have the same course so the bond between us is really great. We are really like brothers especially during the college days.. i called them to come to my house around 8pm but one of my classmates got here at 3:30pm so the others already followed him and we've started our drinking session at 5pm. hahaha..... A long bottle of Emperador to start our drinking and finish it with a case of colt ice.

Sunday is a rest day and it is a day for the lord so i didn't drink any alcohol.. Monday was also great because it is our christmas party at accenture, i went to wtc with my brod and we are really hungry at that time and eat anything that's being serve to us. The consolation prize there is, of course, beer in can. i only drink about 3 cans of san mig light and almost 2 cans of pale pilsen. so it is really still a good christmas party even though i didn't won anything.

Today i still don't know what's the occassion is all about, but my elder brother bought a case of san mig light... and there the story continues and it will really be still a great schedule ahead because tomorrow we have a team buiilding activity with my cobolleros batchmates dinner then a little drinking session. 23 yeah it my birthday and it really my favorite number so i hope that i will have a good year to start my 23rd year i have a drinking session again with my classmatees from college a continuation from my saturday's celebration....

I think alcohol really help me a lot in terms of not thinking anything especially her... naks nman babae pala kya umiinom - this is most of the guys and gals must be thinking after reading the last sentence of this blog.... Peace out.....

         this is about the one that i have loved before all i can say that sometimes im still thinking of that girl and all the memories left..... it really hard when you think that you have found the one whom you would like to be with for the rest of your life but it never became true. During our high school days i know i had to choose between my position on the CAT or her. i know i had to have time to be close to her and do the right things so that she could allow me to enter her heart ( naks nman lalim haha). i had many rivals as in.... but i dont really know why she still picked me instead of the other guys who are better than me. when we became more than friends that really the year or may be the best year compared with the other years i had up to now think so.....

      after we've graduated from high school and gone to different colleges, im still seeing her but during the second sem we didnt have any comm and i didnt know her schedule so i couldnt see her even in her cousin's house where she's staying during college. so after that we have separated each other when i've called her and asl her if she still loves me but her answer was she love me as a friend... (huhuhu)...... since then i've been searching for her and its really hard and i need to move on, yes its true that i have already move on but the fact when i've sign up for friendster and may i could looked for her on the it and i have found her but its too late she had already a boyfriend and their relationship is just starting if i had just signed up early may be i could have change the fate we had. moral lesson to myself is i should be more consistent....